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Freaked Out American Loser

by Juiceboxxx

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1.
Freaking Out 02:39
Out of my mind but I'm a hell of a guy I got the PMA that's just an FYI I got a J-O-B and that's to stay alive 24/7 not 9 to 5 One time like 'Clef on The Fugees Joint Rhyme spit like a loogie just to prove my point Three times 'til I'm givin' up Rhymes never stiffin up When I'm on the mic I got no choice but to flip it up Counted out so many times I can't count They try to pick my style but yo that's when I dip out Mental state start to slip out But I can't trip out Jumping out the bed then I ship out 29 but I'm 30 in my minds eye Rhyme fly Looking in the mirror like who am I? It's Juiceboxxx in this motherfucker Feeling weird, feeling strange Feeling fuckin' in the gutter But I keep on going like no other Dive bar, cheap cover Freaking out Freaking out I'm motherfucking freaking out Let me tell you something from a while ago I went from city to city to fuckin' show to show Look at me like a fuckin' UFO But there's a couple little things that you don't know Raps feed back like a rocker's amp stack Got a couple bucks where the taco truck at Front seat of a fuckin' four door hatchback Psycho flashback See you who laughs last Wasted mind like a broken laugh track Sit com bomb and I'm on my last gasp Gotta get away Gotta get away Freaking out Freaking out I'm motherfucking freaking out You hit the stage And yo you swallow your pride You're really broken down But the dream never died You saw it all through when you were just a kid But you could never get out and you could never get rid Of all the feelings inside it's gonna ruin your life And you can't think right and you cant act right You're out of the light but yo you still gotta fight Freaking out, freaking out, freaking out Tonight Time for the rhyme to ignore the pain Got a one way ticket on a midnight train And I'm not going back yo it's so deranged But it's never gonna, never gonna, be the same Just can't stop if it's in your sight Life long loser but you choose to fight Even for a second wanna feel alright Freaking out, freaking out, freaking out Tonight
2.
Brutalizing 02:56
Lock the door Kill the light I'm not getting out Until I feel alright So I'm all alone and I just don't know Don't like fun and I got no dough Looking for a reason But the reason don't come And I'll tell you if it comes But it might not come It's never gonna be the same It's never gonna be the same 1, 2, 3, 4 The life keeps brutalizing Look into my eyes everyday I'm dying This life keeps brutalizing And I gotta get away now, hit me Brutalizing Coming to terms With everything inside It ain't overnight It's a life long ride Bash your brain and bash your life Get back up and try to make it right No control over what you know Total confusion and it rips your soul In your head, takes a toll But it's time to go, it's time to go It's never gonna be the same It's never gonna be the same 1, 2, 3, 4 The life keeps brutalizing Look into my eyes everyday I'm dying This life keeps brutalizing And I gotta get away now, hit me I think I wanna freakout right now
3.
When you got nowhere to go You gotta go to the club alone Go to the club alone Your phone's dead now Fucked up in the motherfucking head now Freaked out but you can't get to bed now In the dark alone you feel the dread now Riding on the bus after midnight And all the kids don't give a shit right But you know that you gotta keep your shit tight All alone at the motherfucking club night You sleep all day you stay out late And deep inside you can feel the head Coming at yourself, going in your soul But yo you gotta go When you got nowhere to go You gotta go to the club alone Go to the club alone Standing in the corner Like a freak You wanna feel better but the fear's so deep So you blow all your money And you blow all your mind You blow all your hearing And you waste all your time Go to the club alone Close my eyes and blow my eardrums Don't get it twisted motherfucker I'm dumb I hate myself and I hate my life So freaked out and I pay the price I'm only in the club cuz my life sucks Get up early in the corner paying 5 bucks People think I'm dealing cuz I got a fuckin' flip phone Stone cold sober but I'm out of my dome Juiceboy comin' and I'm never at home Jumping on the bus insane in my brain zone Try to run away but you're already gone When you go to the club alone When you got nowhere to go You gotta go to the club alone Go to the club alone
4.
Destruction and Redemption Freak out, it's never ending Tunnel vision running through the dark No way back, there's no second start Rip it up then you break apart It's never ending and it's in your heart Do you wanna live your life? Do you wanna do what's right? Destruction and Redemption Freak out, it's never ending Diggin' deep down til you hit the wall Every single day I can hear the call Free my head, man, I wanna destroy Freaking out you know I got no choice Destruction and Redemption Freak out, it's never ending I wanna change my life Destruction and Redemption Freak out, it's never ending Destruction
5.
All I got is the Guts and Tension Running like a loser in the wrong direction Grown ass man with a dumb ass name I hit the road and I go insane You wanna know what's inside of my brain I never change but I'm never the same On the stage It's never on my mind Your never understand Because it's all of the time You need an explanation For the way I rhyme The way I live You're never gonna find When I compromise It makes me wanna die Living like a lie Just trying to get by Look me in the eye Look me in the face Back to the belly of the beast Just trying to chance Dreams Do you understand what I really mean? This is all I got and it's killing me I tried to fuck around with auxiliaries You gotta be motherfucking kidding me All I got is the Guts and Tension Running like a loser in the wrong direction They try to peg me down They try to throw me away They try to figure me out But their not far away Not for you man, it's not for me It's bigger than the things that you want it to be Yeah, yo it's ticking in my brain like a timebomb Dream's dying but I'm holding til the line's gone And I'm trying but I fail so my mind's gone I just wanna survive All I got is the Guts and Tension Running like a loser in the wrong direction Oh my god man, it's not the same Got the Guts and Tension running thru my brain Yeah, tried to get out but I think I want back in Rock and roll, man I can't stop rapping Even though yo it's never gonna happen Hit the road hit the stage start attacking Gotta have guts but it's not the same Always in my life have I felt deranged But maybe one time when I rock the stage I'm gonna fucking break, yeah All I got is the Guts and Tension Running like a loser in the wrong direction
6.
I can feel it coming Never gonna stop Try to run away Try to get a job I can feel it coming Oh it's popping out my veins Make me wanna think weird Jumping a train To all the lifers and the losers Running in a circle I feel it in my mind Through a sea of bullshit Stranded on the line Coming and coming and coming and coming But not me, man To all the lifers and the losers To all the lifers
7.
PBD Read between the lines I'm not doing fine Man I'm out of my mind Think I woke up with a bad concussion Feel motherfucked, yo my brain is rushing Rushing, rushing, rushing, rushing, rushing, rushing, rushing Yelling and yelling but man I ain't sayin' nothing Yelling in my ear, yelling in my face, yelling in my brain And I wanna go insane In and out of the darkness Don't know where to start or stop Or when the dark hits But when it hits man it won't quit You gotta hold on tight through all the bullshit PBD gonna fuck with me PBD it's catching up with me PBD gonna fuck with me, gonna fuck with me, gonna fuck with me PBD in the h-e-d I got the PBD in the h-e-d Stupid motherfucker And I hate my ways I try to play it cool Through all the crazy days Running in my mind man it start to blaze The years go by but it's all a haze PBD do you even know? PBD never gonna go PBD do you even know Do you even know Do you even know PBD in the h-e-d I got the PBD in the h-e-d Rock all night and I rock all day I got the PBD in the USA
8.
Feel so low I don't really know But I can't keep living like this People say they know But they don't really know The difference tween the fact And the myth No good way No good way to grow up Take it from me man I know People like us oh no you know we're so fucked Wasted our life at the show Looking at your life like you could wish it all away Looking at your past oh man it seems like yesterday Looking at the words and all the stupid shit they say It's not you No good way No good way to grow up Out of my mind I wanna die, I wanna throw up Think I really gotta get away No good way to grow up
9.
Took a bus to the gold line I think I'm starting to crack I've been talking bout leaving this town And never coming back Saw your car in the driveway I was on the couch Got a couple things in my soul That I could never get out And it keeps breaking, it keeps breaking, it keeps breaking Away from me It keeps breaking away Another wasted winter Going down the drain You tried to get your shit together But you went insane And in the middle of the night I was feeling alright I could see so clear But then I woke and I was all alone Fuckin' buried in fear And it keeps breaking, it keeps breaking, it keeps breaking Away from me It keeps breaking away Freaked Out American Loser And it keeps breaking, it keeps breaking, it keeps breaking Away from me It keeps breaking away Don't go away, don't go away from me baby

about

Freaked Out American Loser is a punk rap blast that captures the anarchic, aggressive spirit of Juiceboxxx’s live show while also adding a new level of polish, focus, and dare we say, professionalism. “I’m looking at Beastie Boys as the Ramones or something, and trying to build on that language; looking at Public Enemy within the lens of punk rock,” Juiceboxxx says.

Songs like “Guts and Tension” and “Destruction and Redemption” place the listener in the middle of the pit, blazing with frenetic guitar and thick energy. “Freaking Out” and “Go To the Club Alone” display dexterous rap skill and a heavier hip hop feel while retaining a jittery post - punk edge. And the album - closing eponymous track even brings to mind the melodic chime and epic codas of the Pixies. And while the record is without a doubt the first stomp of a new boot, some moments are even more raw than that which came before — with its live guitar and drums, vocal delays, and bass lines influenced by eternal heroes like The Fall and ESG.

credits

released July 28, 2017

All songs written and published by Juicetraxxx (ASCAP)

Additional writing on tracks 2, 7, 9: William Morris Dintenfass
Additional publishing on tracks 2, 7, 9: Morris Dintenfass Music (ASCAP)

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